I Feel LIke I Should Apologize

I feel like I should apologize
But the reasons are too big
Too open, too widespread.
It’s like a deep abyss
That stretches on forever.
Like the rabbit hole
That one never ending fall.

I feel like I should apologize
For my wrong-doings, my past
Maybe I’ve made to many mistakes
For me to pass.

I feel like I should apologize
Now I wonder what for.
Was it for that one time
When I didn’t help you when you were down?
Or maybe you, when you needed a friend around
Am I supposed to apologize to you?

I feel like I should apologize
Now I wonder who to.
Was I to mean to anyone of you?

I feel like apologies need to be issued
To someone amongst you.
I feel like I should apologize
But I’m stumped on whos who.
Am I to apologize to you
Or to you?