Simmering water,
Sultry,
Sweltering against my body,
Scalding flesh,
Searing pain,
Left writhing on the floor,
Agony written on my face,
Delusions come upon like trances,
Long wounds,
Torn with grief,
Shrouded from questioning gazes,
Afflictions upon myself,
Keeping suicide absent,
Gloomy gallows,
Conveniently present,
Beneficial for my predicament,
Sleek dagger,
Clasped securely,
Surely no hesitation,
Piercing blow,
Shriek of anguish,
Distress,
Tormenting fantasies,
Inducing desolation,
Unrelenting tears,
Sorrow,
Misery,
No glimmer of hope,
Distress,
Emotions concealed,
With a heavy heart,
Artificial smiles,
Laughs,
Joy,
All assumed,
Composed face,
Phony,
Identical to a porcelain doll,
No gaze penetrates,
The fabricated visage,
Impenetrable barriers,
Intercepting charmers,
Independent,
No comfort needed,
Solitude,
Abandoned,
Detached,
Unaccompanied,
On my course to hell...