Lavendar Bottle

Enveloping my heart into
The jar of a lavender bottle
Filled with pills
You sent me

Manically seeking something true
When your too sick to see

I wish those days of lounging around
Could be drug free
Because when I think of them
I see both you and me

Love is complicated
Singing bitterly

The empty room takes the song
Enjoying my misery
All the times I knew the wrong
Was actually happening

I tried to reason
Tried helping

My voice fell on deaf ears
Now I’m guilty
Of having fears
For addicts I love dearly