Its my fault I feel it and it hurts. I lost you for coward and now it hurts. I didn't mean to play you, I didn't mean to bail. Now I have to face you knowing that I failed. When you hugged her I didn't want to see, but I did and I could swear I felt the spot where my heart was squeeze a little tighter. I don't blame you for moving on I'm not good, but I do blame you for forgetting me so quick.
February 5, 2011