Stupid, Stupid Girl

Stupid, stupid girl
That's all you can think
As you lay there
In the dark
Listening to every word they say
Through the phone...
You've never felt so alone.
You thought you could trust him
You thought he trusted you
But it was all a lie
What can you do?
When the truth comes out
You know its going to hurt
But you never expected
To feel this bad...
Like dirt.
And it makes you rethink
Everything that has happened
You replay every detail
Of the past
And a realization hits you.
He hurt you
He put you down
While layering the words
With nice ones
So he could still play pretend
And make you be a character
In his sick
Twisted mind games
Where he changes the rules
Everyday.
He encouraged you
To stay where you hurt
Because he's miserable
And miserable loves company
He lied to your face
And talked behind your back
You never thought
He'd ever act like that.
And now you sit there
Alone in the dark
And realize what you've done
You let him run your life
And you let him become the boss.
Something's gotta change
Something's gotta give
So you do what you should've done
Long ago...
Stupid, stupid girl
You get away from him.