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I don’t know what to do
Sitting up her in my room.
I have lost everything I ever loved
I wish I knew what to do.
I dream of once again having what I lost
But I know that it can never happen.
I see that face everywhere I go
No matter what, it won’t leave me alone.

It’s like a song you can’t get out of your head
Can’t believe this is where it seems to end.
I want to be able to move on
But my will is no longer strong.
I sit staring at a wall
I am a mime, trapping myself in a box
Hoping that no more pain would pop up.

I can’t help but feel the pain
I need to stop myself
Before it is all too late.
The only problem is I can’t stop the feeling
Of the tragedy I have faced
I wish that it could have been different
I know that I have messed up for sure
And no matter what I do I can never take it back.
My friends tell me to get over it
But they just don’t see that I loved it more than anything.
They even say that I’m an old toy collecting dust

Just because I sit here.
For now that is all I want to do
And I will fade away for everything I used to do
And it’s because I don’t know what to do.



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