Don't let them make you do this. They think it's fun and cool, but really their being fools. Listen to your heart, start when you want to start. Have your own style, find your inner child. They push you, they make you, they take your decenty, but you fight back. Be smarter than that, use your won words. Not theirs. You are you, not someoneelse. You try to hang out with the "crew", but you know this is not you.