I am
I am the girl with towerin multicolored hair and a tumultous laugh.
i see my orphan brother and sisters go through hard times.
i hear the laugh of my son crawling in the room.
i see him explore the world.

i pretend to be all love and smiles.
i feel the pressure of pretending to be someone im not.
i touch the person i care about the most with anger.
i worry that forever will be over.

i understand that i cant change the past.
i dream that my inperfection is understanding.
i try to hold my head up high.
i am the girl with the attitude with towering multicolored hair and a tumutuous laugh.