I look at you
with tears in my eyes
tears of sadness
tears of friendship
tears of love
tears of relief
I look at you,
thinking about the way things were
Thoughts of depression
Thoughts of chemistry
Thoughts of laughter
Thoughts of you
I look at you,
wondering if I miss you
If I miss the stress
If I miss the lies
If I miss the happiness
If I miss the past
But do I really miss you
Do I miss the tears
the ones of sadness
do i miss the thoughts
the ones of depression
Do i miss the stress
and the lies
Do I really just miss the old you,
the one who gave me tears
of friendship, love, and relief
The one who made me think
of chemistry and laughter
Maybe I just miss the happiness
and I'm mourning on the past
that is so far away
Maybe I should give up
maybe i should forget
maybe i should just say goodbye...
forever