She doesn’t know I secretly hated her in second grade,
That I was always jealous of her hair,
That I never liked that story she wrote in third grade,
That I don’t think she’s a good singer,
But I couldn’t tell her that,
And I probably never will.

She doesn’t know why I stopped talking to her after lunch that day,
Why she wasn’t invited to my birthday party in fourth grade,
Why I didn’t tell her that I knew about what happened at school,
Why I didn’t let her read my diary,
But I couldn’t tell her that,
And I probably never will.

She doesn’t know how I heard her entire conversation,
How I found that note you were passing in class,
How I have a crush on her boyfriend,
How I cried when we stopped talking.
But I couldn’t tell her that,
And I probably never will.