Looking through the past few years of their lifes
They did everything together.
They all look so happy,
Before I came along.
Am I part of their circle?
Their tight circle.
I still feel like I'm trying to fit in.
I'm scared.
Scared that I'm going to loose them when I move on.
Would they still be there for me?

All I want is to do good by them.
For them to accept me,
For them to see me for me,
For them to think I'm some one.
Is that too much to ask?
Does this seem unreasonable?

I have this fantasy.
It's of this apartment,
And all of us living together in it.
Sort of like the tv show "Friends."
Am I to crazy to feel this way.
Why can't I be happy?