Addicted always,
addicted forever,
Don't you wish that forever could be turned into never?
Always out partying,
Always out drinking,
Sometimes i wish i knew what you were thinking.
Having sex with random guys,
and having kid after kid,
i'm glad i'm alive and you had me,
even though you wish you never did.
Getting in random fights,
and watching me fall to my feet,
praying every night before bed,
that i'd stop getting beat.
Not worrying about today,
or caring about tomorrow,
Not realizing how much she's put her kids through sorrow.
Giving up on hope,
and willing to back down,
i trusted my mom but she let me down.