i’m not an angel
but i’m definitely not the devil
i’m kind
gentle
forgiving
and thankful
i’m obnoxious
nerdy
loud
sarcastic
and care free
i’m anxious
worrisome
cautious
quiet
and boring
i’m a wanna a be rebel
though i have no cause
i’m an honor roll,
student leadership,
teachers pet kind of kid
i know what my opinions are
they could always change with time
i spend time wondering
waiting
wishing
dreaming
hoping
but i don’t do anything to make those things come true
i’m a small town girl
that has anxiety issues
and a mind that wanders
my laugh is loud
and my sense of humor varies
i’m moody
hopeful
determined
and scared
i’m a sister
i’m contemplative
i’m a daughter
i’m weird
i’m a niece
i’m a grandaughter
i’m deeper than you think
and think differently than other people my age do
i get upset when people treat me like i’m four
i have self-esteem issues
i know a lot
but i don’t know much
i tell myself it doesn’t matter what people think
but deep down it really does
i’m a procrastinator
a leader
a writer
and a teenager
i’m not perfect
i’m still young
and all these things make me
well, me