with you

I feel blinded by the darkness

Thick and all around me
I feel crushed by the walls

Overpowering and inclosing
I feel imprisoned by your chains

Heavy and so loud
I can never concentrate

Whenever I’m with you
I have to watch my step

Or you will push me down
I have to watch my tongue

Or you will cut it out
I have to watch my thoughts

I swear that you can read ‘em
I can never be myself

when ever I’m with you
I suffer when I think of you

Taunting little memories
I suffer when you speak to me

Like little daggers through my heart
I suffer when I see your face

Like seeing the Grim Reaper in my dreams
How is it I can never say no

When ever I’m with you