For All that I am

if I love you for all that I am,
so much that it touches your space,
even from my lonely land,
Forever you are my one and only Ace,

But you don't notice,
you doubt my very existence,
I wish you were a camera I could focus,
while I pray to Venus for assistance,

My heart to you I tried to share,
but you took it all and left, without a care,
You just lied,
when you knew for you I cried,
and know I've died,
And I want to feel hate,
but,sadly it's too late,
you're already my mate,
what a disturbingly cruel fate,
It's all I think about,
like a song stuck in my head,
the pain I feel makes me want to shout,
an invisible wound I can never mend,
So,I am thrilled this is my last breath,
and this poem I've written is all you`ll have left,
a letter opener will be my bloody knife,
that just happened to take my life,