i miss him like hell,

how long will this last?

forever probably,

92 percent probability.



the next day even more than the last,

i see him all the time,

not just the way other people act,

i think and i think.



im still in shock,

the birds mock me,

chirping stupid tales,

unforgettable wales.



i cant even imagine a life without him,

even if we only spent so much unlimited time together,

time has stopped completely

just to watch me depleat repeatedly.



thinking about him makes me tear up,

even if i dont show emotion,

inside i'm,

dead.

just like him.