laying there on the bathroom floor thinking this is where i belong. on the cold tile floor all alone. pain crashing my world. trying so hard not to fall apart. weak on the inside and out. can i find someone stron enough to hold me up?
i wanna be with you but i'm scared. i've been hurt so many times. i dont wanna go throught it again. my hearts broken and bleeding. lost in a world of chaos and confusion. just thinking about it tears stream down my face and another crack appears on my heart. cant help but feel so used. dating me to get my bestfriend or down my pants. what have i done to be treated so badly? whats wrong with me? why am i so usable?