Invisible

I wonder into the walls,
I seep into the scenery.

I blend into the background,
I am invisible.

I walk by you every day,
Yet you do not see me.

I call your name,
Yet you do not hear me.

When I look at you,
Pain fires within me.

I am invisible to you,
I am not there.

To you I am nothing,
Nothing at all.

Not the whisper of the winds,
Or the groan of the trees.

I am fading into nothing,
Disappearing into nothingness.

But I put a smile on my face,
And hide my suffering.

Everyone sees my smile,
But no one feels my pain.

They see me shining,
But inside I'm dying.

I am loosing myself,
For nothing keeps me here.

You do not see me,
So I am giving up.

Surrendering to the nothing,
Falling forever.

Until you see me,
No one else can.