im scared to be broken i stand by the days that go by sad , no one 2 talk 2 by myself curled up in the closet crying. time stays and goes the letter i wrote he never saw i keep it secret nothing ment 2b said . once a month i go 2 him and see the changes he made but he is'nt the same ........barley knowes nuthin forgot how much he had but she was right i saw it all new people , selfish pain,no love ,standz 2b alone. finding love 4 someone 2 care and hold me not just 4get bout me once i go over they change their ways make me feel lost i can't be found the light i see i can't reach the smile i had itz gone worth my while ........scared to say im lost i need 2b found