I feel 
Lost
So lost
Without him
I thought
We had something 
I sware
We did
But
Something happened
Not sure what
But something
Something that
Brought us
Apart
And I 
Started messing up
I didn't 
Mean to 
It just happened
Without me 
Realizing it
So lost
Then, Now
Who knew
Losing someone
That you would do
Anything for
Hurt 
So damn much
I didn't realize
How much
I really loved him
I knew I did
Just didn't know
It was so strong
Oh how
I would give
For another touch 
Word
Kiss
From him 
I feel so lost
Without him 
Holding me
It hurts 
So much
How
Did I let
All of this
Seep out
Of my strong grip
Or so I thought 
Where did 
Our happiness 
Go?
I'm on 
The ground 
Blind 
And weeping 
Trying
To find a path
My hands search 
But I'm lost
My brain signals
To go
On 
But my heart
Wants to stay
And find
A path
That's 
Nonexistent 
Lost
And nowhere 
To go
But forward 
Blind before
But soon
My sight 
Shall come back
And I won't be so
Lost
With 
Or
Without him
The path we took
Turned to gravel
And broken glass 
Which meant
Our paths 
Were to 
Seperate
I want to 
Continue 
That path
But the gravel 
Would stay
In between 
My toes
And glass
Wil stab
Through 
The soles
Of my feet
But I know
With God
On my side
I must take 
The exit
In front of me
And continue 
A better journey
So lost
After losing him
But it's time
To find help
And I'll go 
To He
And He'll help me 
Find my way
Again
And I won't be
Lost