Eating at the fiber
Of what it is to be me
Taking my name life
Circling in doubt
An ebony veil as an evil shield
To what is good or bad
Knowing is not here
Wisdom will not penetrate
So what is what
Fear an ally
Death a friend
Pain as a lethal force
Whether in or out
Only I know real pain
but my shield
will not protect
why?
The veil of blackness
Overtaken by its shear. .
Glance of disgust
Looking over
Taking me as a victim
So again I ask why?
But no answers will come about
Alone
Scared
These are but minor statements
What i felt
Now it is more like
Cold
Broken
Despairing
Lugubrious
Abandoned
forlorn
Its time to just. . .

Give up.