Seamless words pour from an open wound in my heart.
This was what? Nothing but a false start.
I could have wasted years hating you,
I changed my mind and decided to leave you.
I built this monster from the pain you gave me.
I told you to move on, I told you I didn’t want you.
I left you standing there, so full of angst, I didn’t care.
Time goes by and I find myself hating you.
I couldn’t find you, I couldn’t breathe you.
I searched for you, I needed you. I threw down my addiction.
I Lost you. Nothing left but dead end trails
and this rancid longing for something I know is red.
They said you died. I failed to believe.
I laid on your grave and decided I changed my mind.
I had to be with you. I opened my mouth and screamed.
Seamless words pour from an open wound in my heart.
This was what? Nothing but a delayed end.
I could have wasted years crying for you.
I changed my mind and decided to join you.