Lying lonely and cold

Trembling with wet tears of fear and sorrow

Scared and hopeless alone in the dark

Pouring blood out of a cut

From a broken fork

Wishing to jump off a building

To end it all


Being afraid to loose it all




Feeling of being scared and alone

With someone there

Throwing words of hate and despair

Throwing a knife at the heart that cares

Like biting the hand that feeds you

Cutting a wound to make me bleed

But only if you could see




Trembling hands,

Shaking and twitching

Holding this cold light that splits

The flesh in two

Trembling hands

That it can not do



If only you could see

How it's hurting me

To hold it in and not let go

Wanting to tell but afraid to show

If only you could know




Trembling hands

that shake and twitch

as they touch your sweet lips

holfing on to the face I love

wishing i was just above



Lying lonely and scared

For you to find

The opening heart of mine

To only see what u couldn't find