I’m such a fool
To think I could
Do the things I feel I can
I wonder what they do
Whenever I’m not with them
They take so long
I’m so impatient
My anxiety pulls in the walls
Of the hallway that I’m in
And creatures swoop down
Scratch out my flesh
It’s just a shadow on my wall
It moves, and makes me sad
Maybe I’m not alone
Maybe someone’s with me
They get jealous when I pretend
To be with someone else
But when I’m at my loneliest
They will put me to sleep
And tell me It’s okay to die
I’m high stuck in an elevator
And everything goes black
And I don’t wake up
But like they said
It’s okay to die