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I walk in and everyone starts to stop and stare,
I start to feel awkward and just run to my chair,
I stay quiet like I've done something wrong,
and bury my head cos I've got to be strong,

I look up from my work, it's all started again,
The giggles and whispers, the scratch of a pen,
They're writing silly notes, passing them around,
but even right now i am not making a sound,

Break time comes, i just want to run away,
I go into the toilets, i just hope and i pray,
I look into the mirror and look right at my face,
covered in sweat and tears, oh what a disgrace,

What am i doing crying and hiding like this,
I feel like going in the room and giving some fist,
but I'm not that kind of person, I'm just too shy,
I'm a kind person who wouldn't even hurt a fly,

I need to go home now and get a little rest,
I'll get prepared for tomorrow and try my best,
not to let any of them bother me in any way,
As tomorrow is the start of another new day,

At home i put on some music and have a cry,
At last i am free and at home, I give a sigh,
Then i jump into bed and i turn off the light,
but i wake up because i get such a fright,

I have had a nightmare, this is all i need now,
I want it all to go away, I ask why and how,
Is this all my fault for being scared and quiet,
Is it my fault that I'm thin and their on a diet,

but i am just me i can't be nobody else, ever,
cos i don't want to feel like this, now or never!
This was wrote when i was being bullied really bad and i hope it doesn't start again! I would appreciate some feedback if you have time. Thanks :)





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pinkypromise23 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Jun. 3, 2010 at 6:18 am
dont listen to what anyone else says...your an amazing writer and they dont know what there talking about...your poem is really good because you could feel the emotion behind it. great job.
 
bbygurl21 replied...
Jun. 9, 2010 at 11:05 am
thank you for the comment hun
 
Lollipop said...
Jun. 1, 2010 at 8:11 pm
THIs was really good. I mean its sad that you go through that, but just remember its not worth crying or being upset over. Let them talk their trash, things will get better
 
bbygurl21 replied...
Jun. 9, 2010 at 11:05 am
thank you for the comment
 
Boosflash This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Jun. 1, 2010 at 6:44 pm
this is very nice captain. i love the ryming schemism and the emotionality. they can go jump, 5 stars captain.
 
bbygurl21 replied...
Jun. 9, 2010 at 11:05 am
thank you for the comment
 
Boosflash This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. replied...
Jun. 9, 2010 at 8:16 pm
ever-that captain.
 
bbygurl21 replied...
Jul. 3, 2010 at 2:16 pm
thankz your an amezzing writer keep it up.
 
Boosflash This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. replied...
Jul. 3, 2010 at 4:45 pm
merci very alot much captain!!!
 
bbygurl21 replied...
Jul. 4, 2010 at 12:55 pm
omg i wish i can be an amezing wtiter like you
 
HasntWrittenInAges This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. replied...
Mar. 14, 2011 at 1:24 am
 I was persuing these poems and i read yours aain. i satill like. if you're not minding-what did i write that you are so amazed by? i reread the comments so now im just curious.
 
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