TO HEAR HER SCREAM,
TO HEAR HER YELL,
I DON’T DESERVE THIS,
BUT DO I?
STUPID REASONS,
STUPID EXCUSES,
SHE THROWS A JAR,
TO WATCH IT FALL TO THE GROUND,
A MILLION TINY PIECES,
I START TO SEE BLOOD DRIP TO THE FLOOR,
PUDDLES UNDER MY FEET,
A BRIGHT LIGHT ARRIVES,
MAYBE EVEN AN ANGEL OR TWO,
THEN I START TO SEE FIRE AND STORMS,
I THINK I SEE THE DEVIL,
HE IS WALKING TO ME,
I DON’T KNOW WHAT HE’S SAYING,
HE POINTS TO ME,
I FEEL MY HEART POUNDING,
FASTER THAN IT SHOULD BE,
HE TOUCHES WHERE MY HEART SHOULD BE,
WHATS HAPPENING TO ME?
WHY AM I SO COLD?
MY BODY FREEZES IN SO CALLED HELL,
MY LIFE IS OVER NOW,
I WISH I DID IT BETTER,
TO BE HAPPY IS A LOT TO ASK FOR,
BUT NOT HARD TO FIND,
LIVE THE LIFE YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW GOOD,
YOU DON’T HAVE MUCH TIME.