Ouch, I have lost myself again.

March 18, 2010
By AccidentallyOoops BRONZE, Bettendorf, Iowa
AccidentallyOoops BRONZE, Bettendorf, Iowa
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Favorite Quote:
I cant even help myself, how am I supposed to help you? Its better to be alone, so things like these only happen in dreams. - Myself


Feeling lost again,
Hoping maybe this time it was only a dream.
Turn away,
Never coming back.

Loose all contact.
Hope to never see you again,
Take away everything,
That reminds me of you.
But of course,
Again I'm screwed.

Saw a picture of you,
With her.
Hope you feel happy.
Cause I left all my feelings,
In that Mid-western state.

Maybe he was right,
When he said I was heartless.
Maybe he doesn't know,
The full me.
The real me.

Sorry mother,
I'm terribly sorry.
But I can't run away,
From what I need to do.
Can't let this haunt me my whole life.
I must find out.

He came to the airport that day,
Stop me from going away.
Shoken, yelled at.
Woken up again.
Just another dream.

Ouch, I have lost myself again.
I don't have the guts.
My pride gets in the way.
So what?
I was going to leave these people behind anyways....

Saw a picture of you,
With her.
Hope you feel happy.
Cause I left all my feelings,
In that Mid-western state.

Maybe he was right,
When he said I was heartless.
Maybe he doesn't know,
The full me.
The real me.

Listening to music,
Maybe find a release.
But then you walk through the door.
Feels like I've been woken again.
'Cept this time...
I'm already awake.

Help, I have done it again.
I have been here,
So many times I've been here.
Today, I hurt myself again.

Though you can't see them,
I hide them on the inside.

Ouch, I have lost myself again....


The author's comments:
In this I wanted to inspire people to keep trying even if it seems impossible like a dream, no matter what happens, keep trying. You never know what you may find.

I personally wrote this for and to someone, thought, I'll never say who. 'Cause I don't really think he cares too much to about me to give a flying poop. Haha.

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