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Here I Am

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Here i am,
Standinn onn thee edqe of a clift, which overlooks thee beautifull horizon
i usedd ta come here many niteesss ,
juss' to clear somee thouqhtsss
but tonitee is differenttt
im not heree forr that
Who am i ?
What have i becomee ?
Doess anyonneee caree?
Doesss anyoneee know how i feel ?
One stepp to thee left
& i endd my miserable lifeee
One steoo to thee riqhttt
& i continueee this miserable lifeee .
Thesee loosee rockss at my feet;
to peoplee they mean nothinn
but
to meeee, they meann somethinnn
They were onceee part of thisss qreat cliftt
For humanss every part of us matta'
The loosee rockss aree a siqnn of enduranceee
they wont break easily,
the moree there areeee
the stronqaa they aree
Me; i dunn feel stronqq ,
i feel sorry that i was evaa bornn
All the peoplee i havee hurtt
all the damaqed ivee causeddd
is it worth forr me too qoo on ?
i couldd endd all my pain & sorrows ritee noww
juss onee last step ;;
& its all overrr .
thiss qreatt clift iss soo stronqq & beautifull
iusedd to be thiss wayy
so stronqq & happy
i amm on thee edqee between lifee & deathh
i shouldd jus jump riqht nowww
thiss is thee only wayy to endd thee pain
No oneee will miss mee
No onee will careee ;
jus one finall step
& its ALL ovaa'
i cant do it
i was qivenn this lifee i havee no ritee to takee it
Now i see my eyes havee been openedd
it is not my timee
Someonee will careee ,
someeonee will cryy
someonee does lovee me
what was i thinkinq?
what wass i qoinnn to do ?
I'll nevaa knoww .





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