Eyes tearing up, mouth drying out, face moistening with the salty tears. hands sobbing. Heart admiting things i didn't know. My selfishness, my pain emotionally. Eyes bloodshot, red as the dancing flames. Skin as cold as the ice before me. Deep breaths and slow thinking is all it takes to calm me. Thinking of good times remembering laughing so hard my face hurt and i was crying. head spinning, heart thumping. Me wanting peace, quiet, rest, sleep now and forever.