I Did That Myself

February 18, 2010
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We were both looking for it,

that’s what brought us together.
Now we are apart
you have it and I don’t.

You told me that the depression made it hard.
You told me we should just be friends.
I never knew.
Did you mean friends,
and nothing else?
Or friends for now
and we shall see?
I never knew.

So I never gave up on you.
I thought I had gotten over you,
but I never did.
I still had the hope
that you would come back to me.
I guess I was wrong.

It was Monday night,
and I saw it.
You were in a relationship.
Those little 1’s and 0’s
on the computer screen crushed me.

That night I cried.
all those tears that never came before.
‘Cause it was finally over.

I wish I could hate you,
but there is no way,
‘cause it was all my fault.
I should have given up
but I never did.

You were the first to make me feel special.
You were the first one I connected to.
You were the first one I kissed.
You were the first that told me I was beautiful.

But just so you know,
you never broke my heart.
I did that myself.

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