Half-Life

I'm living a half-life,
half dead, half alive

I'm breathing and acting,
in a blank state of mind

I'm walking and talking,
all unconciously

Living outside, dying in,
I feel nothing, not anymore

I'm numb, but i
can feel you there,

I'm paralyzed,
but I'm aware

A half-life I am in,
half dead, half alive

I wonder..
which side will win..?