IM 18 YEARS OLD
IM OBSSED WITH HISTORY
I HAVE HOPES AND DREAMS
I WANNA GO TO ITALY AND SPAIN
I WOULD LIKE TO PURSUE A LIFE IN FASHION
I LOVE INTELLAGENT CONVERSATION
I WANT TO LIVE IN PARIS FRANCE
I WANT A FAIRYTALE WEDDING
I WANT NOT TO BE RICH BUT TO BE HAPPY
I WISH I HADNT SCREWED UP SO MUCH
I WISH I HADNT TAKEN SOMETHINGS FOR GRANTED
I WISH I NEW HOW LUCKY I WAS TO HAVE HIM
I WISH I COULD WALK INTO A ROOM AND MAKE THEIR JAWS DROP
I WISH I WAS ALMOST PERFECT!!
I WISH I COULD BE ME WITH OUT WORRYING WHAT THEY THINK!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
I LOVE MY FAMILY
I LOVE TO DREAM
I LOVE FASHION
I LOVE HIM
I LOVE YOU TO HATE ME
I DONT SMILE IN REALITY
I FEEL SAFEST ASLEEP
I USED TO SMOKE BUT DONT NOW
I USED TO DO DRUGS BUT DONT NOW
I USED TO BE WHO THEY WANTED BUT NOT NOW
I USED TO BE A TOMBOY BUT THAT WAS NEVE ME
I USED HIM TO GET TO THE BOY I HATE
I USED TO BE A QUITE SHY GIRL
I USED TO HATE HER BECAUSE SHE WAS YOUR GIRLFRIEND
I USED TO HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT YOU
I CANT CRY BECAUSE YOU NEVER LET ME
I TRY TO BE MEAN BECAUSE THATS ALL I KNOW
I AM SADISTIC BECAUSE YOU MADE ME THAT WAY
I HATE THE WORLD BECAUSE YOU TAUGHT ME THAT
I TRY TO PLEASE PEOPLE SO THEY DONT GET MAD AT ME
I HATE SCREAMING BEACAUSE IT MAKES ME SCARED
I HAVE SCARS BECAUSE THE BLOOD WAS CALMING
I SCREAM IN MY SLEEP BECAUSE I SAW THE HATE
I DONT LIKE MY REFLECTION CAUSE YOU SAID IM UGLY
I CANT TRUST BECAUSE OF YOU
I CANT LOVE BECAUSE YOU SHOWED ME IT HURTS
I CANT BE MYSELF BECAUSE THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH
I CANT FORGIVE BECAUSE IT HURTS TO
I MISS MY OLD LIFE
I MISS MY CHILD HOOD
I WONDER HOW IT GOT THIS FAR
I WONDER HOW I GOT SO MESSED UP
I WONDER IF I THOUGHT ID GROW UP A SCREW UP
I WONDER WHY I THINK THE WAY I DO
I WONDER IF THIS IS REALITY
I WONDER IF THIS IS WHO I AM?