The clouds drift by at a glooming speed.
I kiss goodbye to my smile.
Miles to my happiness.
Happines my God, I miss.

Clouds block all the sunlight.
Bright rays not come through.
May I be struck down.
Struck down may I be.
May God have mercy
and free me.

My God what is wrong with me.
Why must I sit in this prison?
My God give rest in me.
Why must my soul rot now?
Looking out the window I see a world of smiles, love, and laughter.
My God what is wrong with me?
Why can't I be in it?
Why no world?
Why no love?
Why no happiness?
Why no laughter?
My path is clear,
no more life.