I wish there was a way i could go back.
Change who I am now.
I want to be that good girl again.
I want to be happy not sad.
I feel tears run down my face everyday,
because of what I have done.
Yes my parents are hurt,
but I have to deal with the pain, and theirs.
I'm the one with the regret,
and the memories.
I wish so badly that i could go back and tell myself what i know now.
Go back to the 8th grade,
where it all started.
I should have told the first boy no,
when he ask for my number.
We have just been friends at school.
I wouldn't have had to deal with the pain,
and the confussion.
please make my wish come true.