is this how it feels to lose a person you love or worse.
she's the only one i have in my life .
is she gone forever or is this not real ?
is this fake ?
is this a dream ?
no this is the realist thing in my whole life .
i thought my tears was gone but she found them .
is she stil gonna call and say "love you "cause i know she was the only one that meant it .
i thought alots of things .
but im still thinking of one if i die will it hurt more than this ?
you know what i don't think it will so why dont i just get rit of this pain and hurt .
make everyone know that i will never come back i'll be gone forever .
because everything and everyone i love is gone out of my life maybe i just shouldn't have one .
i know i just say it but i wanna make this real this time .
how far can be till i die is a question i don't know yet .