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Amidst the coldness of covers
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I toss and turn in fright.
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Of a nightmare I dream,
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Your face plain in sight.
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Shaking as I scream,
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I wonder if I’ll ever wake from this hell.
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The lies that you tell.
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The world that believes you.
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The pleasure you receive from destroying our lives,
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The millions of wives,
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I see Hell in your eyes!
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Dangling by a thread,
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You raise me above your head,
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This nightmare I dream,
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But you muffle my screams.
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Striking at me a dagger to my throat,
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To pierce my heart,
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This being the start
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Of something so unreal, that it was in fact,
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Too good to be true: the devil was you.
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Creeping into my every thought
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Your trust that I bought,
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Chokes me inside blocking my air,
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Blocking my life.
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The movements of your hands burn all like fire.
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Mistaking right from wrong,
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you sing a killjoy song,
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and prance around me like a jester;
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Jabbing a spear at my sides.
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As the crimson river flows from me,
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You drink plenty of it.
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To the point where all within my sight is red.
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Red, red, red, like the morning sun
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That wakens me, finally.
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Gasping for air, sitting in sweat,
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I look around me, the walls,
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The sheets, the iced windows.
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The breathe I see as I exhale,
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All a part of your scheme
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To pry my joy away, bottle it,
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And smash it against my head.
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My head: the excuse of all this.
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My head: the confusing thoughts that bubble within,
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Wondering what truly is myth and reality in a pool of sin.
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My head, my head, my head...the ache of it all.
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A slingshot and stone in hand
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Ready to fight you off another night
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Never to stop until I see you fall.
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Fall…fall…fall…
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Splatter. Against the pavement wall.