i wonder

i wonder if he cared for me as much as i cared for him...
i wonder if he loved me as much as i loved him...
i wonder if he loved me or her...
i wonder if our relationship was just a joke...
i wonder if he thought i was a toy he can just mess around with the emotions...
i wonder if he really wanted me...
i wonder if me n him were ment to be...
i wonder if he just thought he can just get a lay over whenever he wanted it...
i wonder if he ment every word he said...
i wonder why everything he put me threw i still have the guts to take him back...
i wonder why i cant get over him...
i wonder if he thought i was just going to forget everything he put me threw...
i wonder if i take him back he will be a changed man...
i wonder if it is love or its just me wanting love n him just doing it to do it...
i wonder if he thinks im just a chapter in his book...

i dont know how i can honestly get over this guy.... 1 year knowing him...5 months of relationship... we loved eachother b4 going out...so i thought we did love eachother.... i cant believe i wasted my time for a relationship that wasnt going to last





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nottooperfect said...
Jan. 23, 2010 at 2:33 am
well you do not waste time on relationships that never last instead after your break up they become a beautiful chapter in your life's book. And you learn from your mistakes and learn to laugh at yourself! so chill up n by the way it was good keep writing! :)
 
darb_iamsecond said...
Jan. 22, 2010 at 8:56 pm
gah love it. I feel that way right now... Everybody read my stuff and tell me whatcha think (:
 
Supernova;) said...
Jan. 22, 2010 at 7:17 pm
I can relate to all of this and I'm glad you were able to put all those thoughts into words because its been too confusing for me. keep writing
 
Brebre95 said...
Jan. 21, 2010 at 7:51 pm
i love it, but please write all the words out not in txt. but still beautiful.
 
forever_his1993 said...
Jan. 21, 2010 at 12:23 pm
amazingly written. =) keep writing poetry, you definitely have a talent. =D
 
Angie.O said...
Jan. 21, 2010 at 8:00 am
I enjoyed this poem, and sometimes I wonder some of the same things
 
Laura Ann R. said...
Jan. 21, 2010 at 7:44 am
I loved it, thanks for writing it : ))
 
Powd3er said...
Jan. 20, 2010 at 11:12 am
This poem has great flow and insight.
I really enjoyed it.
Lovely poem darling =]
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kimmycakes replied...
Jan. 24, 2010 at 5:14 pm
thank you very much...well i wasn't trying to rhyme i just wrote it to write it lol
 
Ember013 said...
Jan. 20, 2010 at 8:42 am
Doesn't every girl ask these questions after a tough relationship?! I give 5 stars.(:
 
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