I Won't Let Myself

December 15, 2009
I won’t let myself feel,
because I know the pain,
the pain that’s inside,
that drives me insane.

I won’t let myself know,
how much I am hurt
because I know I’ll go back,
I don’t want to revert.

I won’t let myself see,
the tear in my heart,
I’ve learned from my mistakes,
learned to be smart.

I won’t let myself taste
the tears that will fall,
I won’t have the chance,
if I don’t cry at all.

I won’t let myself hear
the cries of my past,
can’t let others know,
that the pain does last.

I won’t let myself become
the girl I used to be,
I need to remodel
the girl inside of me.

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ellie315 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Sept. 11, 2010 at 1:11 pm
really good i can feel the emotion:) you really packed a punch in this one its strong! good job! KEEP WRITING!
Nikki T. said...
May 2, 2010 at 5:19 pm
wow...thats realy deep...and so beautiful i can tell you put a lot of thought into it...wow
hbananabread93 replied...
May 2, 2010 at 8:41 pm
thanks! =D
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