Love Not Meant For Me, Not Close Enough To Even See

Picture Perfect
Eyes that look into you;
Not through you.
Hair you would kill to touch;
A smile,
To light up my darkest day.

Pure Perfection;
To the very core.
Just friends;
How could I ask for more?
My mind thinks for it self.

Pain overwhelms me;
In many different ways.
I wish you could only see, That I love you

Can't breathe when I see you
It hurts to know that I could lose you.
I wish I had a chance
to become better friends,
Be completely
honest

Pure.
Perfect.
Flawless.
Unsolved.
Missing.
Hurting.
Loving.
Needing.

I wish I could be
Honest
Didn't have to
Pretend
That I'm fine
Being myself

I wish I had the strength
to say goodbye
But I know I can't because
I know you wouldn't Come after me