The hardest thing

You could ever go through

Is loving someone

And I mean really loving someone

And then having them break your heart

And you’ll think to yourself

“Time heals all wounds”

But no matter how much time passes

That kind of hurt never really goes away.

You’ll finally think you’re doing better

You’ll finally think you have moved on

But then you get a flashback

Or hear a song

Or pass by a place you went to together

And it’ll hit you all over again

Your mind will feel like a

Tornado spinning with thoughts

And you’ll fall apart

For what seems to be the hundredth time

You’ll feel like crawling under your sheets

And never getting back up again.

You love this person so much

And you know deep down you shouldn't

Because of all the pain they have caused your fragile heart.

And other people will come along

Other people will enter your life

Trying to help you move on

Trying to remind you that second chances still exist

But you never want to.

Because you promised yourself you wouldn’t

And even though he broke all his promises

You still want to keep yours.

And you're so adamant on not moving on

Thinking that maybe,

Just maybe he'll realize what he’s done and come back.

But he never will.

And you just don't want to miss him anymore

You don't want to love him anymore.

But you always will….