I'm sinking in
The deep ocean
Memories floating by
Time
Fading away

I don't see
The joy of light
Anymore
The farther I go
The less I can
See my life

I past the animals
Once known as my friend
They find new friends
And forget about me

I see the past
Float by above
Me
I see the future
Sink

I can't breath
I'm drowning
In life
My eyes are heavy
I can't see

I feel like
I'm being
Pulled away from
The life I loved
Why is this

Am I being
Pulled away
Because of my
Family
Or
My friends
My social life
Or
My anxiety

Honestly
I don't know
But I want to live
I refuse to drown
In life

I want to live
I want to get through
This
I will make
It through this
One step
At a
Time