One of the Same

I don’t know why you hurt me,
I don’t know how to make you go away,
I fight I push I scream,
And still you’re here to stay,

When you talk I just don’t listen,
But it’s very hard to do,
This voice that you are using,
I think I use it too.

You grab me at my weakest point,
And you drag me as I scream,
I beg and cry and ask and plead,
Please don’t do this to me.

But you refuse to listen!
How can you not hear?
I’m full of darkened shadows,
Full of anger and full of fear.

You want to see me bleeding,
You want to see my die,
You tell me no one loves me,
No one wants me alive.

I’m so depressed and I’m so hopeless,
Is there any chance for me?
I’m screaming—I’m dying!
Why can’t anyone see?

You hurt me and you hurt me,
I’m got bruises from your harm,
You abuse me and you cut me,
I've got scars along my arms.

And still you never stop it,
Why can’t you let me be?
Why can’t you just go away?
Why can’t I be free?

I’m fighting and I’m fighting,
But this fight is getting tough,
I’m weak now and I’m tired,
I think I've had enough.
You’re a monster from my nightmares,
You’re the reason I can’t sleep,
I’m scared to be alone,
Because of what you've done to me.

I’m scared to be by myself,
I’m scared to be alone,
I’m scared of what I’ll do,
When I’m all on my own.

Because you've really hurt me,
When it’s only me and you,
I’m afraid to be by myself,
Because I’m not sure what I’ll do.

Because sometimes when I see you,
I look down at your arm,
The one that causes me pain,
The one that causes me harm.

I see that it is cut and bruised,
Although this cannot be so,
But I cannot act surprised,
I already know.

I’m looking in a mirror,
And this is where I see,
That I am the monster here,
You’re arm belongs to me.