“Destruction Of The Past”

We met in Science class period eight…
As I didn’t know my fate…
Me making jokes about one soul…
As I knew I had no chance in this role…

I made fun of this one…
Feeling like I won…
As I didn’t know she had a crush…
As I didn’t even notice that blush…

I saw the secret note…
Feeling my heart vote….
Feeling embarrassed what I’ve been telling her…
My head getting fuzzy like a lone wolves fur…

I call the number….
I feel like I am in a long slumber…
Hearing her gentle voice…
As I tell her my choice…

Our souls in love..
Feeling like everything was simple like a peaceful dove…
Knowing this was the best choice I have done….
As I felt the love stun…

Days to weeks and weeks to months as our brake ups begin..
My head begins to spin….
Feeling different then I use to…
As I feel like our love blew too...

As we end this relationship..
We stick with a simple friendship…
As we fell apart…
As we dart from each others heart…

As I did not know I hurt her mentally…
As I didn’t mean to do such it was accidentally…
As I fall into peace’s…
My loneliness increases…

I didn’t know what she was doing..
As I felt like this was suicide viewing…
She tells me what I have made…
As I was shocked when she used that blade..

My heart booming in pain..
As I did not know her heart was sprained..
She finally tells me her suffering…
The pain enters me as its flooding…


Years go by as I prove to my self I have changed…
She knows I have not reach that range..
My soul telling me that the jerk is out of me..
She knows that can not be..

I fall to my knees crying out for her trust…
As she watches me and as she just cussed…
The words I say meant nothing…
She stares at me chuckling..

As I would do anything for her forgiveness…
I sit here and go threw this…
She calling me pathetic…
As I know my heart is so poetic..

Why cant I just have her back in my life…
As I know this will go on like a bitter strife…
Love means nothing to this lone wolf in this empty world..
As I am in bed curled…