I’m drowning
Sinking
Searching
For what?
Love
Hope
Acceptance
To know that I won’t be left
Not again
Left standing wondering
Why your gone
I hate being alone and seeing all those images
But I can’t stand seeing all those
Smiling faces staring back at me
Questioning if that smile on my face is real or pretend
Maybe they’re just waiting for me to finally fall to pieces
Or maybe just maybe they have moved on and are just waiting for me to get to that other side
To put it all behind me
One day I will get to that other side and I won’t be
Searching
Sinking
Drowning
anymore