its so late
and you dont even know
the pain that racks
my body
my mind
my soul...
you say you love me
you hold me tight
together we are free
then we fight
screaming
saying things we dont mean
but in a way we do


Its 4 in the morning
my mind cant comprehend
it seems
my body is far ahead
my body aches
it cries for
you

all i feel is pain
it is all you
left behind
all i have to remember you
by

all my pain
is it worth it
i feel myself
growing stronger
i no longer need you
in my life
to control me;
to hate me
to love me
i no longer need you any more
you won't
keep me up at 4
in the morning
anymore

i'm rid of you
of the oain you caused
scars you left
as well

goodbye my love
i will never find
another like you
i hope...
good ridance