We want!
LOVE
YEARN for it /
But I have it, I see your face everyday love me more and more impossibly
And the flutter in my STOMACH tells me ' I love you back

'oh how I love YOU back
THEN WHY IS EVERYTHING IN ME
TRYING TO TEAR THIS
A-P-A-R-T.
every moment we speak


the need to hurt you keeps coming up.
maybe its fear ' that I will fuck this up before I can say when
maybe it's because I don't trust my heart with you
but im too far any ways, you could kill me
easily, just leave
and I will surely die, if my body fails to combust my soul surely will
a will find a state worse than death
and if this is
so
then why do I keep pushing myself
every chance I have to make it better I make it worse
yet, your face loves me more and more each day
maybe cause you unjustly see me as the prize instead of the winner
maybe it's the way your voice changes when you say my girlfriend
your girlfriend, your girlfriend, I'm your girlfriend
maybe im trying to save myself from your realization
see I know I don't deserve you
but I can really wait till you see it 2