What I'm Made Of

I'm made of petals, thorns
more thorn than petal
I'm composed of melody and harsh chords
mostly harsh chords
I'm made of pride and humility
but more pride
I'm made of ingenuity and stupidity
though mostly ingenuity
I feel loneliness and togetherness
usually togetherness
I am creativity and banality
creativity when inspired
and I write the body, unbalanced in its beauty