I wanted you, I wanted us,
But this relationship I couldn't trust.
I loved the passion in your eyes,
I loved the fire behind your lies.
I loved it when your heart would beat,
Underneath my hands it leaped.
It thumped "for me" you used to say,
"Until," you said, " it got away,"
My eyes would fall, my smile fade.
"This will end," I said, afraid.
You looked into my tear-stained eyes,
You held me there, despite my cries.
You whispered in my ear, " This isn't me, I wasn't here,"
We hid our hearts behind our fight,
We wanted to prove the other right.