times i thought you would touch me when you did not touch me
and i did not know why

may have just thought i was waiting(for what?
a song) from you i can extract something:

a juice

you love/live/cry sweet juices in you i can

taste
life.

Sure and you are far away and I cannot touch you but
(mytongue reachesout invain iwant you) you remind me, we can telephone.

It's;just;why?

You are so far away and also

when I touch you you push me away. Years ago the week before our wedding day

our first kiss:

on your lips
my lips


your angry push off(nono wemustn't)

yesyes
we must