" your a drama queen. "
" i can't help it , "
" yes you can ! just get over yourself and get a grip of reality . "
" i do have a grip , thats why i'm doing this. because i can't take it . "
" bull . "
" i'm not lieing. your not the only one whose' life is hard. it's hard for me too . "
" sure it is , "
" IT IS . " she screams and runs up stairs .
i sat on the couch for an hour, then slowly walked up the stairs and carefuly opened the bathroom door .
she was in the tubb . lying there
- oh so still .
i cry . there's a blade on the sink , and tape all over her face.
bloody water filled to the brim ,
she's gone ; and i never want her back so much .
* * * * * * * *
i wake up , it was a dream ;



Thank God.
she's still sleeping calming next to me . theres still chips and pop cans on the floor from the sleepover ,
" don't do it . it's not worth it , " i whipser to her,
and then fall back asleep .
* bestfriends, sisters , other;half * i don't want to lose you .